Stolen

Infertility and recurrent pregnancy loss has stolen a lot from me. I was just thinking today that I will never again see a positive pregnancy test and be happy like I was the first time. That was a wonderful time. The testing like crazy, watching the line get darker and taking lots of pictures to send to my mother-in-law. After we lost that baby, every other positive test has been met with fear. And usually, “Oh shit.”

I just want to have that first feeling again. I want Joe to have it too. It’s one of the many things that this journey has stolen from us.

One Reply to “Stolen”

  1. I have said this over and over. Pregnancy brings dread and fear now, never hope and joy. 4 years and 3 losses (plus the accompanying procedures) have taught me that. It’s stolen it all.

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